I've been feeling extremely down lately and have lost my motivation and drive to be successful in school and whatever I do. I am afraid that whatever I do might not be enough even if I work hard. I read the news on the murder of Eve Carson the other day. Eve was leader everywhere she went and stood out of the crowd. She had something about her that made people notice her and like her and she was the last person who deserved a fate like that. I am on the premed track as she was, but I feel like I will never get into medical school if my competition is people like her. Also, so many people are grieving over her death and miss her(which is natural). If I were the one who was shot to death, I would not have half as many people missing and grieving for me. But I know that there must be a reason that I am still here. I want like to work hard and be the best that I can be. How can I get back my motivation? How can I become happy with who I am and become a person who people can genuinely like?
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