I know it's realllllly long, but it would mean a lot if you read this and helped me. I have no idea what to do anymore. [*=these names are made up]
My best friend Josh*, of two years has been in love with me the whole time we were friends, he always used to constantly tell me so. He lives down my block so we're always at each other's houses and hanging out. He's seen me at my worst, and i dont care at all how i look around him, hes my best guy friend. I had some troubles with my boyfriend, Andrew*, and Josh helped me through it. In the end, i knew that Josh and I are basically meant to be, so i just brokeup with Andrew and told Josh that i was finally ready; he'd been waiting for 2 years, and now i finally realized how much i really liked him. We went out for about a month, in which i did not see him once, we were both on vacation. We constantly fought over texting, it was so stupid. I said that maybe we should take a break until we saw eachother again, and he said, "yea there's no point if i dont like you. so im breaking up with you." (which doesn't really make sense when you think about it because i was breaking up with HIM when he said that.. lol). But it doesn't matter. He started saying things like how much he wanted me out of his life, and how i complicated his life so much since we met. He ignored my calls/texts for about two weeks, until one of my friends talked to him, and he forgave me. [There wasn't really anything for him to forgive me for, but i'm basically saying that he said we're "okay".]
We used to talk everyday, and now i'm the one who always has to text him, or call him first. We used to hang out every day, and when we weren't together we'd be on the phone. So after not talking to him for about a week, i texted him today. We were talking normally, even though he wasn't really giving any real answers, and finally i was just like, "what's the matter, i thought you said we're okay?" and he's like "we're ok. bye." and i said, "bye?? why.." and he said "because." so i said something about how it seems like he's trying to start something with me, when that's what he got mad at me for in the first place. He said "Stop f*cking texting me. bye."
So after this long story, i thank you for actually reading it. He obviously is still mad at me for "complicating his life," which is so ridiculous. I miss him so much, what do you think i should do?
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