Bipolar-Like Behavior

Question

Okay. Well about last year I had depression and had a lot of sudden emotions. There coming back again. I have no idea why, I have reached a peak of millions of friends whom i talk to 24/7.

Yet I haven't had been able to go to sleep. And when i do sleep it's i sleep all day. And I grouchy and horrible when i get out of bed. Sometimes when i have a violent thought about hurting my family or friends. I laugh uncontrollably. Yesterday when i tried going to sleep I got very intense emotions i started crying, throwing my belongings all over my room.Gruesome thoughts about hurting my friends and I'm not in a fight with any

.And then started laughing about something they said in the past. I actually started crying and was extremely mad that i couldn't breathe. This behavior has been starting to happen earlier this week. But i thought i was just a bit moody. But now it's out of hand i just can't control my emotions. I;m starting to out of now where stressed and snappy. What's wrong with me?

Answer 1

It does sound as though you may have bipolar disorder.  I would suggest talking to your doctor and insisting on seeing a psychiatrist who is better able to diagnose these types of things and prescribe medication.

Answer 2

Your behaviors and thoughts sound like those of someone who has bipolar.  From your description, there are other signs that are generally characteristics associated with a Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD).  It's common for people with bipolar to also have BPD.  

Only a professional can make a diagnosis after evaluating you.  If you're ready to get help, I recommend finding a psychiatrist and sharing your thoughts, feelings, actions, etc.  It may take a while to find a treatment plan that works for you, but it's well worth it once you find one that gets you back on track.

Below are two links from the National Institute of Mental Health:  one for bipolar and one for BPD.