a 2 year long story made short - i met this dude Travis on freshman sign-up day...sorta. He sat right beside me and I thought he was cute. I didn't do anythi'n though cuz I didn't want to seem like an idiot if he ended up in my class. he did. i then had a crush on another guy but he moved. Travis ended up bein' in most of my calls every semester. i wasn't into him until when i made friends with the girl who liked him, Bella. she talked about him soo much i ended up likin' him again. we both ended up likin' him until grade 10. i nearly wrecked my friendship with Bella since she liked him first...technally. or did i :S but then he said he didn't like me that way, so i was cool with it... sorta. Bella was upset when Travis went out with my neighbour Rezo. I got to know her and be her friend. cuz of her, Travis and I are closer friends. i still liked him but didn't do anythin' cept go to his house and chil. i didn't want to lose them both. later on they broke up and Travis is currently goin' out with Rezo's ex-bff Dia. I'm happy that he's more happier with Dia now, but I still feel a little jealous. BUT - right before summer school started, I met my current bf through Rezo. Cesar and I are happy and I really love him a lot. We've now been goin' out for more than a month. i love him a lot but i still feel a bit jealous about Dia datin' Travis. plus, after when i told Rezo (whose now my bff as well) that and what happened in our bike ride: after i hung up on bf, he asked what did i mean "it isn't like that" and i told him bf thought i was on a date with u and it's not. we're just friends hangin'. he quietly said yea...only friends. and he acted wreid after he heard my Spanish accent for the first time.
sry that this is long but here are the questions:
1) how the heck can i get over the jealousy?
2) what signs should i look for in case Travis is jealous? (which i doubt)
3) do you think Travis is jealous?
4) do you even imagine that Travis will like me after all that drama?
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