I have been through alot of **** in my life and the only way to be able to get throught it was fighting. It began 5 years ago when I starting being the fighter for a gang called the Immortals. Since than I've moved up in the gang and am next in line for the position of General. I have tried martial arts and boxing to stop this need and want to street fight. I just can't get away from the bare knuckle, anything goes, massacre of a street fight. I do whatever i can to cause myself pain it seems. From the fighting, karate, boxing, and now a varstiy football team, as a 14 year old girl who isnt a d**e or a butch I shouldn't be doing this. Does anyone have any advice on how to bring myself away from this need and love for fighting?
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