Can I be feeling so good today because my family is not around?

Question

I'm 17 and I don't want to make this too long so I'm just going to say that I've witnessed abuse and my family is very negative. Now usually I'm in a bad mad because they're always around. Today I feel different because it's a very nice day and my fsmily members have shut themselves in their rooms so they don't make any noise. Being around them always puts me in a bad mood. So today everybody eas gone and silent and I've felt so good. I've had to deal with depression for a long time and it feels great to be like this. Everytime they all leave I'm always in the best mood. I want to move out very soon because I can't put up with my family's negativity for much longer. It's going to be hard but at least I'll be happier.

Answer 1

go ahead and move out but I can assure you that the world really don't care about you and your moods

your family is the only ones that know you and love you in spite of your faults.

Answer 2

Have you ever talked to them about it? I was an abused child until I told her (my mom) how much it hurts when she hits me. She stopped, TALK TO YOUR FAMILY DONT SHUT THEM OUT.  

Answer 3

just remember the day you leave you leave all the negative behind you and make a fresh start sometimes in new situations we may bring those old feelings with us so don't let  yourself take two steps back move forward and live life happily

best of luck to you don't feel bad