I know this question seems rather obnoxious but I continue to struggle with the idea of whether or not I am a mother. I was pregnant with my daughter, Eva Lynn and I gave birth along with holding her in my arms. She had gone to be with God again shortly after the birth. But I ask myself, am I a mom? A legitimate mother? I've got no other children Eva was or would be my 1st. And I can't help but wonder - I feel like a terrible person for even thinking I'm not, like I am denying my baby. I think about her all of the time, but would I be properly thought of as a mom? Can I call myself such a word?
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