Schools coming up soon and I'm really nervous. I've always had problems with school, I've missed a LOT, And I'm scared if I just jump in there I'll know nothing at all when everyone's been there before and knows it, and when I say a lot I mean a lot. I get panic attacks whenever I'm there and I feel like I'm trapped, It sounds weird, I know. And I also know that I need to get it over with because in the end I'll be happy I went. It's just I worry a lot, and when I was in school this girl was picking on me. I don't mean to sound like some little kid, except I take this seriously. She made my friends turn on me, so I really have no one. When I did go back before It was in the middle of the school year and It didn't work out so well since everyone knew everyone. I also don't live in the best neighborhood, so there's something to worry about there. I've been getting help with this, Except when I brought up the word Home schooled, They said I couldn't do it. I'm so serious about this, and my mom would love for me to get home schooled too. It's not that I dislike learning, I just wish I could feel comfortable while learning. I suppose they're saying I can't because they want me to make friends, I have some friends except I rarely see them and they don't go to the same school because of the distance, but we often talk and they help me through it in a way, So It's not like I'm some weirdo, Although I am some sort of a loner. Also, because I rarely leave home, I'm guessing that's why they don't want me to get home schooled. Sorry for typing so much, I'm just confused about this and wanted to make the context clear. To the point, Are they wrong? Can I still get homeschooled? And if I do, am I limited to only having my parents teach me? I don't know much about it, but schools just a week away and I find myself worrying about it constantly, although I tell myself I can do it, but those just get filled up with doubts. I've tried switching schools, didn't help at all. Made it worse.
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