My husband and I have been married for 8 years with 3 beautiful children. The marriage itself is very strained and we dont really like each other that much. I am a survivor of sexual abuse and cant bring myself to sleep with somone I dont want to without it feeling a little to close to my past. I told him no s*x. That I just couldnt. He agreed (unhappily). But now and again, I wake up and he is innappropriatly touching me. And the other night I woke up and he was manually inside me. Now I cant wrap my head around how I feel. I feel violated and scared. but he IS my hhusband, and we HAVEN'T done anything for a long time, but im really messed up. Am I making a bigger deal out of this, or was that assult, even tho he is my husband? help!!
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