I had a great time the first item i did it. It was with people i trusted, and i had no idea what salvia was. The thing is...I was really drunk and high on cocaine, and i smoked it with pot. I just remember feeling like i was on nitris and ketamine toegter, but i could control my bodily functions, (for the brief moment) So 2 yeras later, i tried it again, this time it was 15x extract, and i did it by myself. The first 20 secs was great, then I accidentally unplugged my computer and crawled under my large desk to plug it back in. Now remember, this happened like no more then a minute after i smoked it. Next thing i know i had a super trip, unlike anything ive ever known, i panicked. The story goes on longer and im writign a blog about it. Long story short, it was 4-5 months ago, and im still getting 1 second flashbacks of that exact same"panic" feeling. Theres this crazy imagery that i see, and whenever i get these 1/2 to 1 sec flashes, i see this image in my minds eye. You know that feeling when your in the dark, and even though your old enough to not be scared, for a thousandth of a second you have that errie feeling? Or better yet, you knwo that feeling when you thing you see a car coming right at you and your about to be in major accident, but it was just a reflection from a sign or soemthing..its that feeling... Im rational enough to fend it off in mere seconds... But its still a nuisance. Thing is, I have like 3-4 of these erie feelings a day. Sometimes ill go a day or two without one, but even so, i cant stop thinking about it... SO.. got any wisdom for a fellow
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