My ex is 20 years old. I am 17. Yes, it was consensual. His mother is a Judge and his step dad an Atty. He JUST told his parent s that I am pregnant (Im now 10 weeks). When I got pregnant he broke up with me saying that he doesn’t want to be a dad. Now that his mom knows she was talking to him about fighting for custody. I’ve only met his mom once. She hardly knows me. Everything she knows about me he has said... and of course he’s talking me down to her. I’ve thought about it and the only way they could take my baby when he/she is born is if I am proved to be an unfit mom... right?
I mean.... ever since I found out I was pregnant I stopped with all greasy foods, all spicy foods, eating very healthy. I started on prenatal vitamins as soon I found out and also scheduled a doctor appt. I have Medicaid and so does the baby now. I have WIC and Im going to apply for food stamps. I’ve seen the doctor already, in fact, yesterday was my 3rd visit. Im doing everything I can to make sure that I deliver the healthiest baby I can. Im going to breastfeed, or at least try. I have so many great plans for this baby. Im already saving money for baby supplies such as a crib stroller, everything ill need for the baby. I even have a savings account that Im going to use solely for the baby when it grows up. I have my grandma as support as well as my roommate. They both are sticking in it for the long run. He lives with his mom and step dad still and Ive been on my own since I was 15. I have my GED and have more credits in college than he does. He makes more money than I do but that shouldn’t matter. As long as I can take for of the child alright..... right? In our pasts, we both went through psych evaluations. I was prescribed medication and am now fully treated. His is just recently. He even tried to "kill himself" by running his car into another car. (It didn’t even leave a dent). I have texts from ever since I became pregnant of him saying very mean things to me. Of him saying suicidal things and even threatening to hurt me if I spoke to his family about this. Im very scared. Please help me.
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