My family is splitting apart. Not literally, like a divorce, but emotionally. I feel as if I try my hardest to try and help any way I can, but it always ends with failure. I'm 17, and I have only 4 months until I turn 18. I'm at the point where I never want to come home. My dad is working 2 jobs and I never see him anymore, but when he's home he's so fed up with my family that he goes on about him never wanting to come home either. I have younger twin brothers, who are 15 (I will call them Bill and Joe for now). One in particular, Bill is pushing my mom's wits end. They are constantly at one another's throats and the mood carries for multiple days. I just don’t know what to do anymore. As I got older, I started to better understand my mom and her reasons for doing things the way she did. Granted she didn’t have the best role model for a mother (her mother abused her), but she tries her best. Being so close to becoming a woman myself I feel as if I am getting closer to my parents, my mother in particular; yet it seems as my brother-Bill-grows older, my family is tearing at the seams. I’m sorry to be rattling on like a blubbering idiot, but it seems as if I am always the one listening, yet when I need to talk, no one is left to listen to me. So really, all I wanted to know is if anyone else can relate to this, and if perhaps you have any advice as to how to deal with this. Thanks.
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