The Situation: I hate everything right now. So I'm a guy. And I like this other guy. This other guy claims to be straight. Unfortunately, I'm a very passionate person. Yesterday I made plans with him to go to a fair. But like usual, I made promises saying I could pay for him. So...I tried meeting with people (horny disgusting older men) to get some money. Yes. I am a prostitute. I hate it but sometimes when you feel as desperate as I do sometimes, you do the stupidest things. So there's a guy online. And without thinking...I give him my address. I'm 16. I said I was 18. He said he was going to pick me up. He didn't show up. And then it hits me. There's a creepy old man who knows where I live and who knows when he'll decide to come over. This creepy man thinks I'm home alone and although I am, in a few hours, I won't be. I'm so ****** right now and I made plans to meet with my crush in about an hour...until I get a text message from one of my crush's friend...saying that they're not going because of no girls. Yes. I like a straight boy. And I'm just SO ****** RIGHT NOW I feel like killing myself. I ******* hate myself. I get myself in a stupid situation where an old man knows where I live, I'm underaged and i could get into SOO much ******* **** for doing this all for a straight boy that doesn't like me.
I HATE myself.
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