Last summer I met a boy who is 2 grades ahead of me.It was father's day and we were having a pool party at my cousin's house.his mom babysits her.we were in the pool.his 9 year old brother had a water gun and was being obnoxious with it.we were trying to get him to stop but when that didn't work we turned the whole thing into a game. we got into a line with my cousin in front,me behind her and the boy behind me.(his name will not be said for security reasons.)At some point he started putting his hands on my waist and i didn't mind that much.but later he started to put his hands inside my bikini(on the top and bottom) and started touching me.after a few seconds i pulled his hands away.but he went back for more.this continued from about noon to 7 p.m.
Now every time i think of it i get shivers.I saw him once at Walgreen's and that's it..A few months ago i saw him at the Deli and I was too scared to even breath.
I had forgotten all about him until today and i was living a perfect life.Until a week ago i could only forget about him when i listened to music or hurt myself.My mom made me see a psych because she was worried about me and i didn't say anything about this to her. I don't want to tell any adult.Now I'm stuck with his scent on my jacket and his face in my brain.
I was actually 10 at the time...I'm eleven now...Yes I know that it's weird but I'm not lying.
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August 2nd we met again for my cousin's surprise birthday party and he did it again.
I'm going to go to his school now and i still haven't told anyone about it yet...
Any advice on what I should do?
How do I stop myself from going crazy?
Again, I refuse to tell an adult.
Teachers are no good.Counselors are the same.My Mom already thinks I'm crazy so she's out of the question.All other family members don't have a good enough relation ship with me for me to tell them.
And if he finds out I told I know he'll be pissed no doubt.
And if i told my mom then she would be all "whats wrong with you?don't tell me this after a YEAR!!!!tell me these things right away!!!"
and then it's off to the mental hospital for me.
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