Okay... let's see how much I can remember...
The first part of my dream was all of me playing the Pokemon video games, I'm pretty sure it looked like gold/crystal versions and it was glitching like I've never seen before! Worse than like Missingno or Glitch City even in the Red/Blue/Yellow? versions. It scared the **** out me because it was almost like I couldn't stop. ;o; I just kept playing and it was like the game was becoming life.... every time I'd catch something glitchy. It looked I was in Goldenrod for a bit and the grassy area right when you leave New Bark Town and one time a pokemon jumped into my party and forced me to catch it. There was made up types and made up pokemon and some were evil. I think they could actually KILL pokemon.. :S
The second part of the dream involved somehow my grandmother giving up custody of me to my father! I was living with him, and he kept telling me that, I was ******* scared and miserable though, but I didn't want to upset him so i just tried to stay cool and calm for the time being... somehow, (I HAVE NO IDEA HOW) we ended up becoming poor, and he had absolutely no money left very very soon. My suggestion was to give me back to my grandma, cause surely she still had money. We'd be dead if he had no money for anything... or atleast on the streets? I don't think that was an option, though. He was seriously considering it because he didn't say anything which is severely unlike my dad. At some point, I went on a bus (maybe to school? Idk?) and he was following me..... O.o And on this bus I saw my ex boyfriend! We had a kind of dysfunctional relationship... and he IMMEDIATELY came up to me, his eyes lit up and he was so happy to see me! Like I was Santa instead of Satan. Because if he saw me I know he'd treat me as such... >>; He is someone I constantly think about, or atleast more than I probably should and I haven't had any contact with him for a few months... if we did see each other is would be unbearably bad. but in this dream! He was taking to me, he said I was everything he liked, and he was like a little kid in a candy store. I couldn't believe it, but I was surprisingly happy. He tried to kiss me, but I held him back! He never, ever wouldn't done such when he were dating, so instead he kissed me forehead... looking mightily disappointed I might add. This is where it gets strange... I was holding him in my arms and he froze. He died. His whole body went rigid and a film started to cover it. It quickly looked like his emaciated corpse was inside one of those C.S.I. body bags... except it was clear, I could see through it. And i just kept waiting for him to come back. At first I think I thought it he fell asleep... and then as I was talking to it and gently touching it, trying to remember what the h**l to do he slowly started dying... but I just kept on... then, later I saw in near a group of other girls when we were almost off this bus talking to them excitedly he looked sweaty/wet so I was sure he had thawed. He suddenly payed no attention to me whatsoever and acted really aggravated that I was there, even concerned about him. I guess I thought with the fact that he was all over me, and acting incredibly interested even so in front of my psycho father, (in real life he had never met him..) and HAPPY, actually happy just because I was there! That we were gonna get back together again...? Or that he still wanted me? I remember us taking about how much we missed each other before he... uhhh... died. I think that was when I was woken up, [In real life, of course.] When he was acting like he probably would if he had seen me in real life, angsty, apprehensive, aggravated, upset... trying to ignore me, being like why the **** are you here!?!?! X|
There was another part... i think before we had gotten on this bus? I was sitting alone on a giant seat, this bus was a morph of a school bus and a train. But usually things are this weird in dreams of mine... I'm just glad no one died. ~.~
And he was outside! His face was pressed up against the window and he was crazy excited all hyper and we were all watching.. which was exactly the way he'd always want it. And my Dad asked, "Is that ____?" I'm keeping it blank cause I rather not say his name... ;~; And I was really nervous and scared that my dad was somehow here but I was also happy and excited to see him! (Not my dad, my ex...) And i somehow confirmed it. And all along the way my father was giving random comments about how much he loved him and and this really sucked as you can guess when he decided he didn't want to even look at me anymore...
Yesturday I had a dream about my other friend, (my ex and him are friends) and that was equally weird cause I found out we are related in that one. And he mysteriously called when I haven't heard from him in months! And before I had a dream about my best friend (her and the last guy went out, through me of course) becoming a pretty white w***e! And i saw her even though her mom would cut out her ovaries with a spork if she saw us together!
Do you think this means anything? I keep having dreams about people that once really meant something in my life that are not there anymore... one after another. Maybe this is just his turn?
But, anyway, can you help interpret my dream? I don't even know where to start... :'(
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