I wake up and I'm in the middle of my wedding day. I have no idea who the groom is, but apparently I've been dating him for a long time. My sister has planned out the entire wedding, but the entire time I'm freaking out because I don't love the groom because I don't know who he is, and know that the wedding is going to be a ridiculously big joke because I'm just going to end up getting divorced. I want to try to stop it, but the wedding is so elaborate and so far along that I know people are going to be angry at me for not saying anything sooner, for getting to the last minute and then canceling.
I am pushed into a room at the church and told to get ready. All of my closest friends are around me, and they are applying my makeup, helping me put on the gown, etc. But no one is doing my hair. It looks very shabby, and is just in a pony tail. Someone put the veil on me, and that makes it look a little better, but the veil keeps falling off.
At some point, my mother and I get lost in the church going to look for my father so he can walk me down the aisle. I don't want to get married, but for some reason not being able to get there and disappointing everybody makes me very anxious. We try to follow directions, and we can still see the wedding and everyone waiting, but I can't make it downstairs. My hair is an absolute mess and the veil is falling off, and my dress is wet and dirty. I never actually make it down to the wedding, but then I see flashes of what the wedding looked like and me walking out of the church and getting into the car.
The dream was very frustrating so any help in trying to understand it would be greatly appreciated! My overall sentiment was embarrassment because I knew the wedding was a sham because I wasn't in love and was just going to get a divorce and people were going to think I was ridiculous.
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