I've always been sensitive. And like in november my grandpa died and i felt even more sensitive for awhile to like how people said things and stuff. And then i left for pennsylvania in february and came back to find out my grandparent's dog, who was also my very best friend, had died the day i left and no one even told me. My dad had told me he was still alive because my grandma made everyone promise not to tell me. Which i am so mad about it's not even funny. Losing their dog was one of the worst things ever. And not long after that i lost the image of who i thought my dad was because of something that happened. And now, i just feel extremely sensitive! I'm still really happy and stuff, but just, like i used to be able to watch scary movies. They were some of my favorite but I have no desire to anymore. I used to be able to carry on conversations even if they were a little gross, and now when those types of conversations are going on, they make me feel nautious really easily. It's all so weird, haha. I don't get it. And i do feel easily hurt by the things people say like always but even more so. Can those events that happened have made me even more sensitive? I'm also a little bit more confident and more bold and rebellious, but i don't do anything bad, haha. But i just don't get all of it. I don't MIND the sensitivity, i just don't UNDERSTAND it.
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