I'm pretty sure I have a mild case of OCD, but I need to know if it can get worse. I've gotten a lot better since I was little. I used to save every little piece of junk thinking I would need it later, I would have to read crumpled or folded pieces of paper on the floor...I also had many fears. I'm afraid of the dark(and I think it may have something to do with OCD, but I'm not completely sure) and I've noticed that when my mom or dad are yelling or even if they are just in conflict (not even yelling) I feel more insecure. My mom is depressed and used to yell a lot more (when I had worse OCD) and it's a lot better now that she's begin taking a better medication. Not that it's her fault, I've just noticed this. I know it's not that bad compared to what I've heard, but can it get back to where it was when I was younger. I was always afraid something happened in the night, I would always wake up crying in the night because of my fears. Right now mostly the only problem is that I want things to be done a certain way and I want a definite schedule (although I do often feel an internal 'tug' making me have to perform some petty action). That doesn't sound really bad but it's kind of stressful, I'm just worried about when I live alone...can it get worse?
note: from what I understand most of what I have can just be described as neurotic which is not bad.
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