I was a model or an actress. I was sitting in front of my oval mirror getting ready, finishing my make up it was a vanity in what appeared to be a bedroom or hotel room very homey and comfortable to me I liked the room and my surroundings and I remember seeing pastel colors like almost a peachy color in the room. I was wearing a thin robe with feathers on the trim. A man I knew but didn’t see his face entered the room, he was wearing a suit, he came in the room and tried to insert a needle in my lips. When I told him no, I didn’t want it another man entered the room this one was masked. The man in the suit held me toward his side on the left while the masked man stabbed the needle in my neck, near my jugular with major force, sending an icy cold and paralyzing sensation throughout my body, the pain was so intense! The man in the suit reached near what I think was a fire place and what might have appeared to be a poker and stabbed me between my ribs in my back on the left side of my body, upwards toward my heart, I felt the sharp unbearable pain, the shock of it so bad that I wanted to cry but couldn’t and I was paralyzed so that I could not defend myself, I wanted to scream but couldn’t, They were each holding me in place waiting for me to die. I felt myself leaving my body and I was awoken with the pain still shooting in my back in my ribs. This dream or nightmare frightened and pained me the most because it was so real I really experienced the pain and the murder. It was HORRIFIC!
The second dream I had when I was 4 or 5 this has haunted me my whole life. I dreamt that I was asleep in my bed around the same age I was at the time , a wizard came in, the typical wizard you see, long white hair, long white beard, blue robe with a gold satchel tied around his waist with the gold moon and gold sun decorating the robe. He hurried in my room, as if to save me, he lifted me and held me in his arms safely, as we walked in the hallway I saw blood everywhere, I was young but I knew it was blood, it was smeared all over the walls and the ceiling and there were words, words I couldn’t read yet. He took me in the bathroom faced the mirror and told me he had no other choice but to protect me by sending me away. He held me on his hip, faced the mirror with me in his arms still, and said “This is who you are, you will never change, even if you forget, your fate will find you, you will remember, don’t cry you’ll be safe. I will come back for you someday to guide you he said some words I couldn't make out & I woke up.
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