Can someone tell me who wrote this? What are youre thoughts on it?

Question

When will I learn that disappointment is a way of life?

Not a personal attack on my own being?

When will allow this weight to be lifted?

Or will I follow along, kicking and screaming?

Will I know what I feel is untrue?

Or am I’m distorting my mind’s misconceptions for pleasure?

Is what I feel real or am I mistaken?

Or have I begun a lifelong pursuit of unattainable endeavor?

To be real is to see, to touch and to feel

If not real than this is only a concoction of deadly obsession

But I know what it is, the touch of your skin…

and to have your soul in my possession…

….to let you in…

You swallowed me whole…then you…

And you left me…

And you left me here…

You left me here…

How could you….just disappear?

Answer 1

It seems familiar.. but .. Will keep watch to see if someone else recognizes it too.. It's very good. I enjoyed it.. I think I read this in college, and the author was "unknown"  but not sure.. Where did you find it.. or did someone send it to you.. You might go to the source that you received it to see if they have additional information on it's origin and author.. Hope someone can come up with more on it... I'd like to read more of this author