Here is mine first of all. Besides saving my soul and keeping me alive for 3 months straight after being born 3 months early at 1 pound and 6 ounces, he has totally been transforming my heart!!
I have stopped believing the lies that I have believed that I am not good enough for God or anyone else and that I have to stay that way, but that just wasnt the truth. I have had a true encounter with Jesus and He is changing my heart day by day.
The biggest change is He is setting me free from homosexuality. Yes homosexuality. I grew up with a horrible relationship with my Dad and an inferiority complex and so throughout my young teenage/adult life I have looked for that affirmation and acceptance in other men whom I thought had it all. The looks, attitude, and masculinity. But that is so dysfunctional!!
You may feel it's ok to be g*y, but if you can look at a man (or woman if you're a woman) that you feel embodies masculinity and just plain mainlines and feel inferior and weak compared to such a person, then you still have unresolved issues. I did too.
God has showed me that looking for that acceptance and affirmation in anyone else is never 100% satisfying or lasting like it is if I had sought Him first. And let me tell you Jesus has forgiven me and healed me 100% and that is the same for anyone that wants to seek Him FIRST as opposed to putting something or someone else first. For me I thought I needed other men first, but that was not so. I was drinking from a well that was highly stagnant and polluted.
The question still stands, what is your testimony and what has God done for you?!
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