Can you give the meaning of this poem? tnx..!!?

Question

These Pills

A longing, a craving

For something to take away this pain

These pills that I swallow

Will I quit today or tomorrow?

Because I know they're gonna kill me

I gotta stop, I gotta stop

Though it seems, all along

I've been searching in the wrong place

To find my own paradise

I didn't seek Jesus Christ

But I looked upon these pills

I wanted answers, fast and easy

And the consequences came steep

Now my body lies underground

For His answers I didn't wait for,

I wouldn't wait for, couldn't wait for

Thanks to me and these stupid pills

Answer 1

Drug addiction to sleeping pills or painkillers?

Answer 2

Someone turned to pills to feel better, rather than what they feel they should have done, (turned to Christ), and now they are dead and buried and it is too late.