Can you help me? I need to know something?

Question

Sometimes I feel like there is something evil in me.

It comes out very rarely - but when it does - it seems like I breath more like an animal. I have an evil look in my eyes and I feel so much rage in that moment.

Question: I had a dream last night where the lady who plays the exorcist's mother. Only in my dream she was my mother and walking towards me. I felt this evil feeling in my dream - like it wanted my soul but I am a devoted Christian.

I kind of feel a pull from both sides - esp. in my dreams.

Last night was the weirdest. I was walking on this dirt road all alone - grey sky - and this truck was coming towards me. II felt so lonely and that moment felt so ominous. The wind was blowing hard in that dream and that truck coming toward me represented something evil. I just felt like I was evil and that scene just reminded me of that "pull". Then I had my next dream where that lady was my mother and wanting me to be her evil child.

I woke up freaked out and scared.

What do you honestly think? What is with that dream man?

Answer 1

Your dream means that you read too many horror novels and watch too many horror movies.

Watch a few episodes of "Little House on the Prairie" and you'll sleep better.

We all have a little bit of a dark side, I wouldn't worry about that too much.

Answer 2

You are an evil person and need to be exorcized! Please talk to your local Pastor, he can arrange something. Do it before its too late!!!!!

Answer 3

Sounds like you are having some anxiety.  It might be over a choice that you made that you regret.It might have something to do with a person in authority.  Forgive yourself .  write down the things that are bothering you on a piece of paper, tear it up (or burn it ) throw it away ,and you throw it away in your heart.Most of the time dreams mean absolutely nothing, just the mind relaxing.Dreams are usually not literal,but have much symbolism, you know what the symbols are.Stop watching scary movies.

Answer 4

theres nothing wrong with you. The rage thinghappens to everyone. And the dreams could be that you've been watching a lot of movies or reading books like your dreams. A lot of times after I read a book for a while, I'll have dreams similiar to the book, so, if that's the case, try a different genre lke romance so that youll have happier dreams.  

Answer 5

We all have "good" and "evil" within us. For some the path is more clearly defined, than for others. I would say that perhaps you are struggling to find yourself, you are afraid of some aspect within you, and that aspect is demanding acknowledgment. However, it could in fact be something outside of you, call it a bad vibe/ evil energy/ mal-intentioned being, whatever. If you are worried about something external I would anoint all the doors and windows of your room with oil (in the form of the Cross, as you state your religion). I would also recommend sleeping with an amethyst and a bit of silver under your pillow if possible, or rosemary and snowflake obsidian. Amethyst is said to keep bad dreams away, silver keeps away beings of darkness, rosemary provides protection and purification particularly to dreamers and snowflake obsidian helps keep things in balance.

I do say though, if you feel a "pull" towards evil to look carefully within and see what part of you is responding to said "pull". As is often said "Know thyself." It is not good to ignore what we are. Remember though, even if you feel overwhelmed with rage, only you can choose what you do. You have -all- the power. You walk this path; nothing else can walk it for you. Never forget that.

Good luck!

Answer 6

I have had lots of bad dreams about evil. I know call out to jesus when I feel the evil or bad dreams. I now have less bad dreams because I talk to jesus in my dreams and keeping him close to me.