As I Cry
I look through the photos and remember those great times.
Wondering why they had to end so quick and sudden as I cry those lonely tears.
My eyes puff up and turn red and blurry while I sit with my knees to my chin.
Though I know your still here in spirit I wish you were here in flesh.
Because your spirit can't hug and embrace me like I wish it could.
As I cry, the sun shines, the children play, the world keeps turning.
But the tears keep flowing and the sniffles keep coming as I sit there and time goes by.
Wondering why all the horrible people get to live and keep hurting another day.
I ask God why the innocent and most graceful people keep getting taken away.
As I cry more, chest pounding hard... I cry for those innocent children, those wonderful people. I cry for me.
But as I continue to cry I continue to hear the laughter and continue to see the sun shining.
As I cry the world keeps turning. Then I realize as I cry there are so many others crying right along with me. So maybe I should smile for them even though their hurting.
But, let them know I smile because I know they are hurting. But those who are hurting you will have their day.
So right now, cry your tears feel your pain but in the end they will feel much worst.
While they cry.
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