Okay, I feel really bad about this, but...I really can't stand to look at my mom anymore. Whenever I look at her I get so mad and I just want to scream at her and I feel terrible. The reason is, I do so much stuff (more than all of my friends, except one), and sometimes I cut things a little bit short because there's so much to do. Like for my violin practice, I'll practice 20 minutes instead of 30 and she'll get really annoyed. Also, sometimes I just want to sit down and rest on my computer and take a break from everything. Like have a day off, but she'll never let me and it seems like she keeps adding more and more to my schedule.
Whenever I tell her to stop adding stuff or that I'm feeling overwhelmed she just tells me how much more my sisters did than I'm doing or how my ONE friend DID more activities than I do (he dropped out of most of them cause he felt like he had too much). I don't know what to do...I don't want to scream at her or anything, but I'm on the verge of just going up to her and shouting "Shut up! I don't like you! You don't listen to me and you always think you're right!".
Please, is there anyway to make me stop...well, hating her? And please, I've tried all methods of talking to her, so no suggestions about that.
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