my boys have been denied access to see me by their father. i hate him so much for doing this. when i was last allowed to see them for 30 minutes a few days after my 5yrs olds birthday, my 10yr old wouldn''t look or speak to me, he has been told i'm so evil and my ex has lied to make me seem truly evil, saying to my children i wanted to abort them. i've been to court and now its draggin on. i feel like i just want to screeeeeeeeaaaaaaaam. i can't see or speak to them, and i dont want to beg him, to let them see me, he says they don't want to. but i belive they're scared to say otherwise. :(
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