I know someone who says she has a few specific times. She goes to church very often, and always goes on retreats, classes and stuff like that.
I dont know if she's lying or crazy or whatever, she is very efficient in her life and is not some sort of loser. I would trust her with my life.
I however, am pretty much on the verge of atheism because Christianity for me never really helped my life, it made it harder and I thought (subconsciously) maybe because I was suffering so much as a Christian, God would somehow repay me by giving me something cling on to. The only thing I ever got from Him was a complete silence. So within time I just learned to say Fk it and things got better from then on.
So hearing her telling me this got me thinking that maybe I was wrong to slip and not pick myself up this time. Im not ready to become a full blown Christian yet, but maybe someday I will come back.
I have never seen any personal proof of Christ and I enjoy my life better not worrying about religion and stuff. Do you ever think God will call to me? Im not just going to believe in something that never even intervened in my life, but If I see other Christians turning for the better, maybe I might reconsider.
Have any of you ever seen any proof that Christianity is worth pursuing besides the whole after life thing.
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