Colorado Springs gunman's letter and song lyrics?

Question

Yahoo posted an article about a letter found in the car of the Colorado gunman who killed four people at a church and missionary school before committing suicide.

The end of the letter concludes with "Am I too lost to be saved? My soul cries for deliverance. I'm dieing , praying, bleeding and screaming. Will I be denied???"

Though they're a little out of order, I believe they're from the Evanescence song 'Tourniquet', though I can't find anything about that online anywhere? Did anyone read anything?

The lyrics are:

I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming

am I too lost to be saved

am I too lost?

my wounds cry for the grave

my soul cries for deliverance

will I be denied Christ

tourniquet

my suicide

Answer 1

I haven't found the actual letter itself, only bits and pieces of it from the news story. Have you found a copy of the letter or a transcript of it? Scary thoughts though...