ive had a hard life with alot of stress, im 30 now, i feel ive prematurley aged in my face.....i have physical imperfections :
2 missing teeth, front bottom row.....im saving for a silver bridge or silver implants.
a crooked little finger due to an injury that droops over, didnt straiten with a splint.
i have torn ankle ligaments , and it is very weak, waiting to hear radioologist report......have to be careful how i walk......was told it will take time to heal..
i have cracked skin on the head of my p***s, tears in the skin covering the head, im waiting to see a dermatologist..
i have dark lines under my eyes i feel i look haggard..
ive suffered severe bullying in life and as a result always had low self esteem.
get clingy with females....expect to much...which frightens them off.
i live alone, on disability, i dont own much.....im waiting for psychology....i have bpd and ptsd. ( post traumatic stress )
im starting my life from scratch.....no work history.....never made any relationships.....ive had a c**p unhappy life.
have a minor criminal record....a mental health record etc.
im of spanish and french heritage but lived in england all my life
heres a recent photo of me where im attempting to smile, but i think im very ugly and that my smile looks ' g*y '
what you think:
http://img239.imageshack.us/my.php?image=2008080869405tu7.jpg
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