I'm 34 years old, and I've had some form of depression for practically my entire life. I have been treated for dysthymia and severe depression, and I am currently taking Prozac, which is working pretty well, so far. However, I've sometimes wondered if I could have a form of bipolar disorder. One reason for this is because when I was 17 years old, I went on a class trip to a foreign country, and I really wasn't my typical self. I was loud, obnoxious, much more outgoing than normal, at times euphoric, and I remember being hyperactive to the point in which I was in a hotel room by myself, jumping all over the bed, and acting like a madwoman. I still shudder when I think of the way I acted! Could my behavior have been symptomatic of bipolar disorder? If so, then why haven't I had any more episodes like that since then? If anything, I'm normally depressed, and when I'm not taking meds, I'm often pretty consumed with rage and sadness and anything but euphoric!
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