I have already gone to basic training, but the forces are horrible. I cannot stand it at all, and I have already encountered many problems with my unit. It is making me suicidal and depressed all the time, because I know there is no way for me to constantly stay the weight they want me to, because I had to starve myself to get in in the first place. The only reason I joined is because I wanted to leave my parents house, and my mother guilt tripped me into it, and its not working at all for me. I am now on my own, and this is just a burden and I am getting worse all the time.
I joined last year in July.
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