Could it be obssesive compulsive in severe form?

Question

so i met this girl (just trying to be quick here.. got tired of writing alot).. and like the moment i saw her i fell in love with her.. and now im really obssesed with her.. shes gone and its killing me.. and she gave me her email.. so now im like on everyday from 4am.. since she lives in spain it equals to 10am.. alrite.. and also i wierdly put her pic on ma computer.. and i know its wierd and everything but i cant stop it..so its really making me numb and depressed by the fact that shes gone and i really loved her.. even tho i didnt know her much... and she wasnt there long.. we never got to go out.. so then i get anxious attacks and panic attacks that involve extreme sadness that lasts short times.. and the consequences are of cutting wrists (most comon).. and also drinking and binge eating... shes has really made me change when she was here... i was a better person literally i felt like i was happy... but now thats shes gone i just feel dead inside... so is it obssesive compulsive.. sorry for the fast explaining.. smart answers please..

Answer 1

I'm wondering why you posted this question, since you quite obviously already know the answer.  There is also a marked dearth of information about how the young lady feels, or for that matter anyone else around you.