well, I'm FTM trans, pre-op,
and I still take interest in men,
actually...I kind of despise women (no offense to the ladies here),
I'm actually disgusted by my anatomy/biological gender,
I was wondering if this could have any root to my deep hatred of my mother and older sister ?
to be short and sweet,
they loved to tell me how hated I was,
how unwanted I was,
and inflict constant drama and conflict,
with my friends and between them and I,
I was a tomboy always,
but, could me being disgusted by women,
and hateful towards them be caused by my mother and sister in some sense ?
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