Could there be something really wrong with me?

Question

I'm usually always a very happy person and love to be around people. i don't know why but there are many times where my personality goes from one extreme to the other in about a second. I will start to yell and get mad for no good reason. I find stuff to get mad at won't let it go (especially with my fiancee) i bring up bad things that have happened in the past that have been resolved and will not let them go. I also get extremely pissed off if my fiancee is not giving me all of his attention all the time... like when he gets online, phone, hanging out with his friends and i'm not there. This tends to set off my mood change. I call him names and compleatly blow tiny things out of proportion. i often want to kill myself during these sudden changes and have done mild self mutalation in the process but can never bring myself to actually go any further.

I realize what ive done after the fact but i refuse to admit that i was wrong or appologize.

if i do have something wrong with me, where can i go to seek help? and what could they do to help?

Answer 1

I am bipolar.  Please read these before you decide to take meds.

http://www.pendulum.org/information/info...

http://serendip.brynmawr.edu/exchange/no...

http://serendip.brynmawr.edu/bb/neuro/ne...

Recognize any of these names?  They were also bipolar and did not take meds. God created you unique the way you are!  He loves you, and is able to use this seemingly setback to make you stronger!  He did with me.  By the way, I have to ask, do you use any drugs, or alcohol.  This can also mimick symptoms of bipolar disorder.  Hope this helped.

Answer 2

Do not put the blame completely on yourself. I do not know your situation. We are only human with faults. No one is perfect. It may be as simple as your environment and you can change that and you can change you. It has taken me over 40 years to realize that. I am changing for me. Finally. Peace and calm I wish for you.

Answer 3

you sound bipolar and depressed. go see a doctor. they will give you meds and they will help.

Answer 4

most of ur problems could be stress caused by ur wedding

try 2 talk out some of ur problems to friends and family (talking w/ ppl is one of the best things 2 do)

best of luck (congrats un ur engagment)! :)

Answer 5

Sorry to say it sounds like you have bi-polar.

Its a personality disorder where mood changes suddenly from one extreme to another.

Many of your symptoms such as snapping because of little things, gettin mad and yelling for no reason and wanting your fiance's attention all the time are also main symptoms of bi-polar.

I would deffo see your doctor immediatley.

They will probably prescribe you some drugs to help.

But most people find it easier if they have some one to talk over these issues with such as a counceller.

Good luck i hope you find the answer x