Yup, it's me..The wreck, I'm going through a c**p load for a 14 year old.
When I was 11, I developed Trichtillomania, so now I have to wear eyeliner, to cover the fact that I don't have ANY eyelashes.
Then I tried to commit suicide, and I was constantly yelling, screaming, crying wearing black, I even tried cutting myself, but I couldn't actually make a real cut. Dx
A few months ago I was diagnosed with Severe anxiety, and depression.
I was put on a 20Mg dose of Prozac, and I've been having strange dreams, and outbursts.
Then last week my doctor told me she was going to send me to an eating disorder hospital, because I had anorexia.
Except, I don't, I'm just small 13, 5'0, 81 pounds.
I've also had tons of trouble sleeping, tossing turing, talking, crying in my sleep, waking up seeing things in my room, scaring me half to death, cause whatever I'm seeing isn't really there.
I've also had horrible horrible nightmares, nad weird dreams.
Last night, at 3 in the morning I woke up in a panic, turned on my light, and went looking for my rabbit, and I started crying too.
"Hollie?!?!-Sob- Oh My god! Where are you?!?! Holliee come here!"
I went searching the house basically, in panic, and crying then I realized Holliee wasn't with me, she was where she was suppsoed to be, in her cage in the garage.
So I fell back asleep just to have more dreams.
I've had nightmares where people are blowing a house up, and a ton of people die, and I had a nightmare that my mom and dad murdered a family, and it was kept as a seceret, untill I found out through a note.
I also get Deja Vu a lot
and I've had visions before, and weird...Unexplainable things have happend in this house.
Can someone help me? Please, I'm desperate!
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