Crazy Teen's cutting ...? ?

Question

(WARNING: this is not a question.... I just want to know your opinion)

Well I'm about 16(years of age)

& I cut myself not cause I'm emo or anything but for the feeling of it and at times I really don't feel it and i like the scars (crazy, right?)

Anywho? My madre (aka mom) is emotionally unstable one moment she's happy and the next she's Fu*king MAD (and i think that's one of the reason I cut.) Um. well I'm not gonna go into details about my crazy life & my mother

ANYWHO? the main reason i cut is I need to feel pain as in i need to be punish myself& its addicting=( Um people ask why? & idk WHY?...

well the other day I was sleeping and my older sis pulled the covers off me and she saw my hand/arm (yikes) and she didn't say anything to me other then: "hide those scars mom wants you..." & i feel like i disappointed her & sh*t ....

For most of YOU I'm confusing you cause idk? what I'm doing or asking ...i really don't know if i actually want help or not ..

what am i actually asking??? .. I think its more of me expressing myself to the cyber-world (which is you...so understand ... don't judge ..i get that to much as it is)

Answer 1

lol ill forgive the typos i make enough myself. well i get what you mean the cutting is addictive, helps deal with pain. well i have no idea if you want help or not,  but i get what your saying (i should i know a few cutters). well if u feel like some attention or talking just go to my profile and email or IM me, netime. ave fun

Answer 2

You may not like the sound of this, but you do it because you want/need attention and I know this because I've been there. It doesn't make you a bad person. You need to talk to your Mum about why you feel depressed and what you are doing, and ideally see a doctor, too. Good luck and take care of yourself.

Answer 3

You are suffering from a mental illness, and you need to seek help. They can help you more than anyone here will.

Answer 4

whoaaa i'm like pretty much at the same point as youuuuuuu. that is weirdd but i think the real reason you wrote this is to get your burdens off you. it probably felt really good to tell your story and know that no one will know who wrote this.

next time you want to cut, just go on yahoo answers and tell a story or something that you just want to get out. cutting yourself does feel good (i would know) but its the reason youre cutting yourself that you want to get out

Answer 5

you should take a glance at soberteensonline.com im a memeber there and i think you do need some kind of help but i feel where ya comin from i cut too along with abusing drugs. So yea if u go there look me up im endorphin on there. Oh and you wont be judged =)

Answer 6

lol owned by life

Answer 7

For your own reference, look up Borderline Personality Disorder.  I work at a mental health rehabilitation clinic (mental hospital) and know young women who suffer from BPD.  See a Psychiatrist and get educated on your illness.  

Answer 8

I used to hurt myself take drugs overdoses and physically hurt myself.

A psychologist said to me,   you are taking your anger out on yourself I was angry with my father really but took it inwards out on myself.

You need more love and you are not responsible for how your mother treats you.

I would go and get some counsel ling the problem wont go away and you need to understand and have healing.

Answer 9

Technically, you have a drug addiction.  When you cut yourself, your body releases endorphins, which cause the feelings you like so much.  

http://www.helpguide.org/mental/self_inj...

You should either stop yourself, or seek help.