I have a best guy friend of two years, he knows I like him. (we're 17 and 18) About half a year ago we messed around in bed a little- he was really drunk, cuddling, playing footsie, kissed my shoulder etc... things were kinda akward after that, and we didn't do anything like that again because it kinda hurt my feelings, knowing he didnt feel the same way back.
Over the past two or three months though, he's started becoming a lot more familiar and playful, he will playfight with me, tease me and stuff like that. We've slept in the same room together loads of times since the last incident, with nothing happening.
but last night we'd had a couple of drinks (tipsy at most) and were sleeping in a room with 3 other friends on the floor in sleeping bags. I was next to him- we'd been watching a film, and he'd told me to rest my head on his lap. Then after the film, we turned off the lights and he laid facing me, then shuffled a bit closer and I heard him put his hand closer to me. So I moved my hand near him, and he held it and was gently stoking it with one finger. We fell asleep like this.
Then 4 hours later we got woken up by the dog, we both kinda huffed and rolled over, then he snuggled really close into me, and throughout the next 4 hours or so he was holding my hand and cuddling me and resting his face on mine, he let me stroke his hair and then moved my hand so it was on his chest. He then put his arm around me, and was stroking my back and breathing heavily.He kissed my hand and snuggled up to my arm again, then we drifted off again holding hands, and didnt really sleep much more. When we decided to get up, nothing seemed too akward, he was still holding my hand to his cheek and cuddling up to me. He then told me that I would have to come down at stay at his and visit him when he goes to university in two weeks.
What does all this mean? The first time it happened, it caused a breakup with my boyfriend, and we both kinda knew we'd never do it again. But now it has happened again, he wasn't drunk this time, and he initiated it all. I'm so confused... plus he's going to uni 250miles away in three weeks time :(
Anyone got any ideas how he actually feels about me??? Is there any chance a guy would do this with a close friend, just being friendly?
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