DISTURBING Dream, PLEASE help?

Question

So in my dream. Im playing a video game. Im INSIDE the video game, playing it, but it feels so real. So its nighttime and i start looking for someone to chase, idk why. I find this helpless white girl (not little girl) thats running away from me, so i grab a wrench and throw it at her head, it slows here down. I grab another wrench and throw it at her spine and she drops dead at the end of an intersection. I walk over to her in the dream (not knowing she is dead yet) and l put my hands up her skirt and feel her ***. So after i did that, i say: she has some ***... and then 1 of 3 black guys standing next to me, says: no, shes just a white girl, and suddenly her *** shrinks. I agree with him, verbally So i begin to say something to this black guy and he ignores me and turns away.

What the h**l could this mean, im a normal guy, not a murderer, necropheliac, or anything like that, and the last time ive played video games was in July. So anyone have ideas, anything will be appreciated.

Answer 1

It has been said that every person in your dream represents a part of yourself.  Depending on your own ethnic background and how important race is to you and your values, this may be a little simplistic.  Traditionally, white represents goodness or innocence, while black represents evil (or any host of emotions we label as negative).  

You refer to the white girl as "helpless".  Perhaps you are trying to destroy the part of yourself that you view as weak, needy, or frail.  You are unwilling to acknowledge that you have a feminine side, opting instead for the ultimate degradation of that part of you.  The problem is that we lose strength when we fail to incorporate the many aspects of our beings.  Darkness cannot exist without light.  You cannot be fueled by dark, masculine strength unless you acknowledge and embrace your vulnerabilities as well.

Answer 2

It would help if I knew what the video game was about.

Well that explains it!

Answer 3

Sometimes if you do something a lot or its the last thing you have done before you went to bed it works it self into your dream. That would be my guess.

Then again it could just be stress.

Answer 4

umm i think that that dream meant that u were chasing for someone and u were left out (when the guy ignored u)

Answer 5

You are full of yourself ; your appearance and what people think about you is the most important thing in your life ; and about woman ; well you do not have much respect for them         ; its like they are way inferior to me and I am superior to them ; but at the end you are going to loose and big time  

Answer 6

hahahahahah this made me laugh so freakin much=]

its just a dream...