I'm 17 going 18 this month. I'm shy and inattentive.I'm social only when it comes to my circle of friends. Whenever the teacher talks, i only listen for a maximum of 2-3 mins before my mind starts to wander. (Most of the time, I'm thinking about the story in my head *but I'm too lazy right now to write it on paper*. I think about whats gonna happen to my characters next). I can only focus my textbooks for a maximum of 5-7 at a time before i suddenly have the urge to walk around the house/my room, then comeback after a few minutes of walking and thinking, then i go back to my books and 5-7 mins max later I'm walking about our house again.Its a cycle. And it takes hours before I actually finish studying a simple subject.
If im not in my house (like a library) and I'm studying...I usually study the book for a few minute then just simply stare at it coz my mind would automatically start to wander again.
I just CAN'T FOCUS.
I try and I try...and I try...I just cant.
My mom says its all in the state of mind and no matter what she just wont take me to see if I really DO have ADD. No matter how much i try to tell her to get me tested if I ADD.
I really wanna know for sure once and for all.
I'm really active in sports and I'm hyperactive at home too (coz I can't be that way at school).
I hate the fact that my mind automatically wanders or I'm suddenly doing something else (like right now I should be studying and instead I'm here at Yahoo! *I'm holding my textbook right now*).
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