Daughters father-ex boyfriend>>what does my dream mean? kinda violent >.>?

Question

ok my dream is kinda stupid and doesnt make sense nor do i remember some parts

so it started out like a chat on msn or yahoo where he was showing me pictures of him and his pregnant gf(idk if she is pregnant in real life), i remeber what she looked like in the pictures from the dream. well i went upstairs at my moms and told her Madison, my daughter, was going to have a brother or sister. then like i stopped dreaming and then started again but this time i was in his apartment with him and his girlfriend, in Sylvan Lake, Alberta where i lived befor i came down to montana. They were being rude and talking to me. I asked how they could afford an apartment because rent at the apartment complex they were staying at was $1200(which is what it is in real life) and i told them that jobs average about 12 dollars an hour then his girlfriend got all smart with me so i freaked and beat beat her up. then when i was done i told Madisons father to stay out of Madisons and my life then i woke.

Answer 1

It sounds as if you're trying to hash some things out in your subconscious. Your subconscious asked a question, "What if____?" and you filled in the blank.

On one hand, you place value on siblings for Madison (probabaly because you have a value on them for yourself.)

But you went beyond that and visited them in their town. You asked "What if they live nicer than how we lived?" Subconsciously, you react rudely to this question through the girlfriend (it's not your business how they could afford it) and you smart of to yourself through her.  So you freak on her.

So the answer is that if they live nicer than how you lived, you'd be angry about it. I would think that you'd be angry with your ex about it, but maybe it's not safe to be angry with him, (maybe you don't want to upset him) so you take your subconscious anger out on the girlfriend.

In dreams, it doesn't really matter who is pregnant or who is at fault, it's a dream-- where it's safe to break rules-- I've done all sorts of things in dreams that I'd never do in real life-- and the proof is when I wake-- "Wow, I'd NEVER do that!" I've gone so far as to stab my exhusband and his mistress over and over again. Talk about an eye opener to my anger!

And it's okay to be angry. Maybe subconsciously you would feel angry if your ex had a baby with his girlfriend, like it's another betrayal. It's not wrong-- it's your feelings. If he gave her a better life, that might make you angry too-- it's alright to feel those things, especially in the safety of your dreams.

I would spend a little time in prayer asking God to forgive them for hurting you-- I think something is hurting for you to be considering this kind of stuff-- and asking God to forgive will help you move through it and into the great things that are in store for you and your precious little Madison!

Blessings!