I am 21 and my sister is 26. During my childhood and teen years, I admired her very much and did whatever she wanted me to do, no questions asked, whether it was something in my own life or for her. I've recently began doing things my own way. I'm growing more and more into my own person. She isn't happy with this. If I have an opposing opinion or do something that she doesn't approve of, even if it isn't wrong, she says that I'm trying to prove myself, when it's not the case at all. I just no longer feel as though I should hold my tongue if I feel mistreated and I need to lead mt own life. many times, after an argument, I've apologized, just to keep the peace, only to think about it later and speak to other family members about it, and realize that she was actually wrong all along. I've always thought that she's wanted the best for me, but looking back, she has turned everything into a competition. She gives backhanded compliments often. She wants to control my life, and I'm not having it. I can't even state my honest opinions without her getting angry, yet she never bites her tongue.
I've realized that she is very,very manipulative and, for years, I've fallen for it. It seems as though everyone has realized what type of person she is, but me. They just say "That's the way she is", and let her be. She craves attention so much. She doesn't keep friends for very long and she and I have both wondered why. Now I know why.
I don't like the person that she is. I will continue to be myself and live my life, but how do I deal with this?? It's come to the point that I don't even want to be near her because we clash so much. Please help.
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