Depressed about not being famous.?

Question

i'm always so mad at myself because i'm not famous,

how do i find out about auditions for like disney channel

or ANYTHING. i'm like depressed about not being famous

everytime i see someone like the jonas brothers or demi lovato

or anyone that's famous i get so mad and i wish it was me.

i pray every freakin night that one day something will actually happen

and as i'm writing this i'm watching disney channel

and the jonas brothers living the dream came on

and i watched it and i would die if i was as famous as

them i literally started to tear up at the end because i'm

wishing i was that famous. i was to be the lead singer of a band,

i'm a girl and i play piano and guitar and i sing.

please don't say anything mean.

i hate how my life is going so far.

i don't know what to do :/

Answer 1

Don't waste your time auditioning, you're better off playing the lottery and spending the money to distract you from your desires.  I've been on TV, in movies, on the radio, magazines write ups, blah blah blah.  I make good money from my music but yet I when I meet people they ask me what I do for a living.  Nobody knows who I am, no matter how "famous" I get.   It's worthless.  Guest8369 has the best advice.  You'll never feel famous, no matter what you achieve.  You'll never feel WORTHY no matter what you achieve.  Trust me, I'm in that boat now.  Nobody gives a s**t about you even if you were Justin Beiber.  Seriously, it only looks like they do, but people only give a s**t about themselves.  Nobody cares even if you're famous, so it's a waste of time.  If you can learn how to be happy with where you're at before you waste your time getting as far as I have, you will save yourself a lot of emotional pain.

Answer 2

same thing for me. i used to cry over things like this... ): I want to be famous like justin bieber or something.