a) have u ever had a maths teacher (or any teacher for that matter) that was just so vile that u feel everytime she comes into your class everyone drops dead silent because there is somewhat some bad omen conjuring over the classroom/
b) have you ever sat an examination particularly mathematics that somehow after it has finished everyone else seem not to have a bloody problem but except for you. and anxiety engulfs you that you might die in the hands of the teacher?
3) have u ever felt so depressed you want to hurt yourself but always refrain to do so?
well, here it goes, i'm 16. i live in malaysia, a small country i dont think you even notice on the map. i go to a premier school that seems to have some superstitious standard that everyone must excel. the school's principle is 'you fail one subject you fail all'
this has really depressed me ever since i enrolled in that school 4 years ago. and unfortunately this year my maths teacher is mrs horror. she calls students stupid and idiots which i very much oppose. because i think the fact that we are in school makes us not stupid you know? so i just took this maths test and all my classmates thought it was a breeze. i didnt. now i fear that when we get the results mrs horror would embarass me with her profanities in front of the class.
how do i handle this sit?
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