Depression question?

Question

since saturday.. or friday.. ive been having a sinking feeling in my chest and it hasn't been stopping. i want to stop this pain and i don't know how, ive tried everything i told her id change and she wont take me back. SHE WONT TAKE ME BACK!!!!! SHE WONT SHE WONT SHE WONT SHE WONT SHE WONT!!!! SHE WONT BELIEVE ME!!!!! I CANT TAKE THIS FEELING ANYMORE ITS NOT HEALTHY TO CRY 5 TIMES A DAY. I AM NOT GETTING OVER HER, I ONLY WANT HER NOBODY ELSE APPEALS TO ME. SHES DATING SOMEONE ELSE, ITS MY FAULT I LOST HERE I WAS MEAN TO HER. I WANT HER BACK, I WANT HER BACK :'( IVE TRIED EVERYTHING I COULD AND I CANT LOOK AT ANYTHING ANYMORE I CANT LISTEN TO MUSIC LOOK AT COUPLES I CANT WATCH MOVIES I CANT STAND LOOKING AT JEEPS.. THEYRE ALL FOLLOWING ME AND I CANT GET AWAY FROM IT ALL. I CANT READ BOOKS I CANT DO ANYTHING!!!!! I WANT HER BACK!!!!!!! SHE DOESNT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE HER!!! NOBODY UNDERSTANDS NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW HARD IVE TRIED, IVE SAID SO MANY DEEP FEELINGS, SO MANY DEEP THINGS OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER IVE SAID OVER A BILLION WORDS TO HER AND SHE WONT TAKE ME BACK. SHE NEEDS TO BELIEVE ME! WHY CANT SHE BELIEVE ME??? SHE NEEDS TO GIVE ME A CHANCE I WANT TO STOP THIS PAIN I WANT IT TO GO AWAY. ID RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITH THIS PAIN FOREVER, I ONLY WANT HER! JUST HER! i love her the most, nobody in this universe can love her as much as i do. im more than in love with her, theres no word to describe how much i love her. she means EVERYTHING TO ME!!!! what am i supposed to do?? i am NOT moving on, i do not want a guy. i HATE guys all they do is hurt me and im an obese whale. yea go ahead and make fun of me cause im a L*****n. I JUST.. HOW DO I STOP THIS PAIN??!!!

Answer 1

it takes along time to mend a broken heart and most of the time if you where truely in love then it wont heal completely forever.it just takes time, my best friend truely loved this one person and she cried for almost 2 months cause they broke up.

show her this question and hopefully she'll see how much you really loved her. i wish you the BEST of luck on this.

Answer 2

Take a deep breathe.

I'm not going to make fun of you because I happen to be bi.

I bet your going to hear alot of "Go see a doctor" or "Your over doing it" or something mean. =/.

Well, I have depression I believe. I'm always sad.

I wouldn't suggest taking anti-depression pills, because my friends mom almost killed herself when she took them.

Therapist scare the c**p out of me. I just can't stand talking to them.

I know it's hard, but you'll make it out of this...

How about you e-mail/im me or something and you can talk to me pirvately?

I'm sorry she won't take you back. Give her time..

You can try writing in a diary..

Those are fun.

Or you can try drawing!!

:D HAPPY THOUGHTS!

You shouldn't think about it for a while, okay?

So, if you feel like it. IM/e-mail me or something.

~May <333.

Answer 3

Stay friends. Maybe during time she will realize the mistake she did. You have to move on. Love makes one blind and yes it is unhealthy. If you feel like super depressed visit a doctor for some pills to relax you for a bit and then move on with life. Don't show how desperate you are. But when you see her but like I will always love you and walk away. It should hurt her if she loves you.

But I am just a kid what do I know? :)

Answer 4

First. you need to stop being a drama queen. Okay? That will put anyone off.

And you are over reacting but then if writing all that helps get the pain out, write away.

A few days of depression is normal. Wanting to die and threatening suicide are different.

Suicide threats are a sick way of controlling another person when you have relationship problems. Another turn off.

However since you say you are bi-polar I would suggest you need mental health help and if you don't have medication talk to a doctor to get some and if you do, get back on them. If you are suicidal call 911, go to ER or call crisis line NOW.

And though I have had a past with a woman (years ago) I will tell you that a L*****n life style is not one approved by Allah. Its not natural. You can love same gender but it doesn't have to go into a sexual relationship. Kaffirs don't believe its wrong to do what ever they think they want so I doubt you will care what I say. But look at where this relationship is? Are you happy?  

Answer 5

Unfortunately everyone who has ever loved someone has also lost someone and it just happens.  

No matter what you do you cannot make other people love or like you, and killing yourself wont do it neither.  Just take a deep breath and know that many billions of other people go through the hurt that you are feeling right now.  You are not alone.

Answer 6

your sexual preference is nothing to make fun about everyone suffers from a broken heart no matter if your a L*****n or not.i know its an old saying but time is a healer the pain does go away it may take some time but it does.you will find someone you love just as much if not more and who loves you back the same way believe me ive been there .even now .would you consider going to counselling you may feel better talking to someone about ho you feel instead of bottleing it up