Developing unusual hatred towards my mom?

Question

I am an emotionally disturbed person, but I wasn't always this way. And please do not catagorize me with those emo people because they choose to go under that label for attention but I don't, It's the truth. Anyway, people have always complimented me on the respect that I have for my mother but I feel that I am gradually losing it.

Sometimes when I try to talk to her and we have a disagreement, instead of settling the situation in a civlized manner like she and I used to, she will just try to glare at me in an intimidating way. I have no clue why. It's already bad enough that I have dark thoughts bothering me without her adding to it. It's like she is provoking me.

My deal is that I have been having thoughts of doing something to her and I will admit that I am wrong but I am desperate for happiness. I want to hear something good to ease my depression but everytime I try to talk to her, she is either snappy or talks about death all of the time.What is best for me to do? I don't want to be reduced so low as to hurting her but I could just sense it coming. Thanks

Answer 1

well i have a similar problem with my mother too...but i have never thought about hurting her..but..um maybe just try to talk to her about how youre feeling and maybe you guys can have more of an understanding about each other

Answer 2

I guess you take after your mom. It sounds like she is going through something as well as you.

Having thoughts of doing something to your mom is a sign that you need to see a doctor or psychiatrist. You know it is wrong to have these thoughts, so a doctor may find the correct meds to give you. Talk to the doc about your mom also. She may be helped by meds also.

Being desperate for happiness and not feeling happy in any situation is also a sign  that a doctor

may be your only hope. Do not feel ashamed, that is how you will not get happy. Take that step and see how much better you can feel.