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Question

I feel angry most of the time around people, though I do have a few really good friends that make me feel alive, as long as no one else is around.

I have a strong tendency to form a very strong friendship with one person then avoid contact with anyone else. Six of my closest friends have left me between my childhood and my high school career due to moving, school changes, etc, leaving me with a sense of hopelessness behind friendships.

I feel hatred towards almost everyone, but it is especially prevalent around girls. I am a generally good-looking guy and have had a couple of girlfriends in the past, but for some reason whenever I see one I suddenly feel flooded with anger and want run away as fast as possible. It’s not that I’m afraid of them... I just feel as though I hate them. It’s made worse by the fact that I feel sexually attracted towards them and feel like I want to talk to them on some level.

I feel no empathy towards anyone, and feel that almost everyone in the world, including myself, is totally worthless and that anything we do is pointless as well. Despite this, I am obsessed with the idea of someday finding a woman I truly care about, even though I cannot stand being around most of them.

I attend a very controlling school, and lately whenever they tell me what to do I have an almost uncontrollable desire to punch them, but I have always been exceptionally good at controlling my emotions before now.

What the h**l is wrong with me?

Answer 1

Hi

It just may be that that is you're personality and that is who you are. And also, i am not a qualified health care professional therefore i am in no positino to diagnose you with anything. Take this information, if you it is relevant to you're GP and ask about it there. There is nothign wrong with enquiring about stuff :] and they wont lock you up :] hehe

Alternatively, i recognised a few symptoms of antisocial personality disorder. Although diagnosed personality disorders are quite rare, heres a list of symptoms that i this personality disorder obtains.

Persistent lying or stealing

Recurring difficulties with the law

Tendency to violate the rights and boundaries of others

Substance abuse

Aggressive, often violent behavior; prone to getting involved in fights

A persistent agitated or depressed feeling (dysphoria)

Inability to tolerate boredom

Disregard for the safety of self or others

Lack of remorse, related to hurting others

Superficial charm

Impulsiveness

A sense of extreme entitlement

Inability to make or keep friends

Recklessness, impulsivity

People with a diagnosis of antisocial personality disorder often experience difficulties with authority figures.

This could not apply to you at all if you look at all the symptoms but im just trying to think with what you've given us.

This is really for fun but if you want to look a little further into this then heres a link to a personality disorder test

http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality...

Ok, have fun. Hope you sort it out and all that jazz

xx

Answer 2

this seems to be quite a big proble. I think you should go to a psychologist and talk to them about this. Havr you had any previous bad relationship with any females that makes you feel this way? Perhaps you are scared to loose friends since you have lost friends in the past. This might sound dumb but try and smile, i know it might not help but just smiling can sometimes help you stay positive.

With your friendship, people will come and go, you need to just be happy with the present, and not exspect somethin to last forever.  (friendship, relstionship, even parents)  do not be afraid to let people in, even if there is poitential for them to leave, casue from the sound of it, these girls have let you in, and you've ran away from them, so you're doing what your scared to happen to yourself, to other people.

along with the relationship, the RIGHT GIRL WILL COME. do not rush it, do not exspect it to happen over night, or even with the girl your currently with.  date around, have fun, TRUST PEOPLE.  

KEEP THAT SMILE ON YOUR FACE!@

Answer 3

You sound like my husband, he is bi-polar and his temper can flare without warning.

He hates bosses, hated his school and avoids most people after the first meeting.

Answer 4

yah no wa mate,,,  ime 100% exactally the same untill about 3 months ago i went that far that i even hit my own mother i mean thats just 2 far.. and iknow it will go to my grave with me,, i needed a new start  plus the fact i was a pot head for 3 years stright and i mean like 3-6 joints a day wich probably helped although ive been clean for 3 months now and waiting to go to ADSC army development and selection center,, i thought the best thing to do was just get away rfom every thing were i could actually start from the beginning and ever since i signed up and stoped smoking its kind of got easier knowing am going to do something i want,but thats me, you might want to go to the doctor tho and tell him and if hes a a*****e switch doctors, i know going to go see a therapist ( cant spell as you should see^^)  aint gonna happen coz if yah tel yah perents theyy think yah being a tiit or p**s about but seriously dude get it sorted out befor you go to far and all the bestt (( took me fcukin ages to type all that ilol )) all the best mate  

Answer 5

Sounds like Asperger's Syndrome.  Check out this reference.