So I recently found out my X works at the local community center down the street from where I live... There is a library over there to. So I always used to take my son to the play ground at the community center cause its made for children 2 -5 so he is safe. But, I found out that my ex. boyfriend who I dated over 4 years ago works there... so know everytime I go over there to let my son play i am shaky and nacious and just feel helpless for some reason.
A lil background on why and what happen. About 4 yrs ago he raped me and tried to kill me. I called 911 and he hung up the phone... then when the 911 disbatcher called back... he said there was none there but him... I SCREAMED and yelled... and they sent a few officers over... they had to break down the door cause he wouldnt open it. Well he stabbed me 6 times.And he was put in a mental hospital. thats it nothing else. Then 3 or 4 months ago I saw him at the 711 down the street. I was getting my brother a mountain dew cause he was working and thirsty.... well i looked up from picking up the soda and he was in my face. I couldnt move, talk or even breathe. According to the cashier I was as white as a ghost. H efollowed me to my brother and well my brother is 6'4 and a big burly guy... i.e. not one to mess with... well he tried to get me kicked off the property... didnt work, but he still wont leave me alone.
Well today I was at the library for story time and to let my son pick a couple new books to read. And as I was walking by the community center... I was shaking horribly and the security guard asked it I was ok and I said "yea im fine thanks" Well I turned around and my older brother was there... he wanted me to go tell the director of the community center what happen back then and so I did.... as I was talking to her I was shaking horribly. She said his background check was clear.... well he was a minor... she said she would look into getting him relocated... and to call her if I need anything else... I walked away and now I dunno what to think. I thought I was over the whole thing cause I had seen him and even talked to him... but to know he is around children and close to when i take my son to play... Is scary. If he is ever found around me or my son and tries to do harm me or my child I will kill him... I dunno what else to do... I thought he was outta my life for good... now wat....
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