Did I make the wrong decisions?

Question

For a while, it felt uncomfortable to travel with my parents, because there seems to be something wrong with them, these days.However, now, when I don't travel with them, I feel like I've lost my past, my childhood, their love...

Answer 1

Having more facts would make it easier to answer this question, however based on what you have shared, , , , ,

The first part something being wrong with them, we would need more information about what that phrase means in this case. It may that you all have grown apart as you have become your own person and developed your own view of the world which is natural. Or may mean something is wrong and your parents may be a danger to themselves and others, but we would need more specifics as to what you mean by that. But in and of itself that is no crime.

The second idea about your past, your childhood and their love, those ideas are predisposed to your physical location. what i mean is That which produces love is not determined by a person physical location on the Earth. If you love a person it because your relationship with them justifies that love. Not because they are standing next to you or not.You may even be disappointed in them, but as long as that which produced the love doesn't chance then you shouldn't be in danger of losing it. Unless they are saying that the reason they love you is because you are with them at all times.  

Answer 2

No you didn't, you just miss them. Just go travel again with them or tell them you love them and how you feel.