Today was my son's first day of kindergarten, and I was both excited and nervous about it. My husband was able to come home early from a business trip in order to be here for the big day and walk him to school with me.
Anyway, before going to bed last night, my husband said he was going to get up early and get my son some pancakes from McDonald's. He set the clock, and while he did hit the snooze button, he still got up in plenty of time to go get the food, come back home, and still make sure my son had plenty of time to get ready. My husband was aware that we would have to leave the house at 8:30 in order to be there on time.
I woke up a little bit later than my husband, showered, got dressed, and came downstairs around 8:00, and I was more than a bit surprised to find my son's breakfast completely untouched, my son running around and playing, still in his pajamas, and my husband just standing there, as if he were completely oblivious to the time. I asked why our son hadn't eaten breakfast yet, and my husband just said "He didn't want to." I was more than a little annoyed, but I didn't get upset. I just told my husband where I had put our son's clothes for the day, and I asked him to go upstairs with him and make sure he got dressed while I got his breakfast out, since it was still sitting in the bag. For some reason, it took my husband ten minutes to get our son dressed.
When they came downstairs, I asked my son to sit down and start eating his breakfast. He ate, but he was chitchatting and dawdling over his food, so I reminded him that school started today, and that we were going to have to leave soon. When stalled again, I told him again in a firm voice (not yelling) that we had to get going, because we couldn't be late for school. Then my husband told me not to yell at him.
When it was getting down to the last few minutes, I said, "Okay, breakfast is over. We need to brush teeth and get going." My son went upstairs to brush his teeth, and I made another check of his backpack to make sure he had all of his things. We all headed out the door together, and my son was dawdling on the way. Once again, I had to remind him that we couldn't be late for school and he had to get moving. My husband said nothing.
Because we were rushing, and because it had rained, my son ended up slipping and falling on a paved hillside, just outside of the school building. He was okay, but he did have a little scratch on his face, and he started to cry, saying he didn't want to go to kindergarten. I made sure he was okay, and I told him we would go inside and get him cleaned up. He was still pretty upset when we got there, and because we were a couple of minutes late, it was already time for the parents to leave once we arrived, so we really didn't have a chance to sit with him for a few minutes and make sure he was settled. He was the only child in his class who was late for school today, and that wasn't how I wanted to kick things off.
My husband and I walked back home, and I was pretty ticked off by the time we got there. I told him I was upset because (as always) I ended up being the bad guy who had to crack the whip, and especially on his first day of school, which was bound to be an upsetting time for me (since I am the one who stays home and takes care of him every day). I said there was no reason for me to have come downstairs and find that our son wasn't dressed and hadn't eaten his breakfast, and that if he was dragging his feet about getting ready, it was my husband's responsibility as the parent to get him moving and let him know we needed to leave soon. Instead, he just let everything go until the last half hour before we had to leave, which left me in the position of being the one who had to get everyone's butts in gear (as is usually the case), and what was worse, he contradicted me about it in front of our son. My husband didn't understand why I was so upset.
Was I being unreasonable here? Would you have been upset to find that 1/2 before needing to leave for school, your child was nowhere near ready for school, particularly when your spouse had specifically told you the night before that he was going to get up with him and get him ready? Is anyone else always put in the position of being the "bad guy"?
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