I have just learnt that one of my colleagues where I work may be leaving for a new job. I am only working there temporarily and will be leaving soon. I have loved working there and it would be my dream job. I know that some of the people there would like to see me working there long term. Here's the catch, I have fallen for my male colleague and although superficially we get on well, sometimes it's hard to be around him. He has suggested in the past that he is not interested in any relationships and also that I'm not his type. He has also hinted in the past that if a vacancy came up he'd like me to work there long term. In the past I e-mailed him and said I would decline if that was the case (because it would be hard to work with him knowing I have feelings). I feel torn between the possibility of having my ideal job and working with him, or declining. If I declined I don't know how to explain to everyone why I have, because they all know how happy I am. Help.
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